sarah nicole prickett From Thursday's Globe and Mail Published Wednesday, Mar. 21, 2012 6:24PM EDT Last updated Wednesday, Mar. 21, 2012 6:30PM EDT I never wanted to be in the movies. I wanted to be in music videos. To this day, I secret-dream of Mariah Carey as Heartbreaker (1999) in liquid denim, throwing popcorn and throwing shade in the movie theatre. Everyone has her preferred teenage fantasy, and there was Lauryn Hill, there was TLC, there was Britney, but mostly, for me, there was Mariah. Heartbreaker, the song, is still kind of great, but it doesnt exist without the image. Later I would pretend the image didnt matterand stopped watching music videos on television (ew, TELEVISION) and only when everyone else stopped too I guess in 2008, when MTVs Total Request Live (TRL) was cancelled and reality shows killed the video star did I realize we had been idiots. By now, anyone whos been to an unofficial after-party with a YouTube DJ knows that the death of the music video wa...